Everyone knows how this song will end

This is inspired by my poor unloved Blog Soundtrack page.

There’s a lot of musical references in my blogs. Some song titles or lyrics inspire posts, others frame them.

This isn’t done as an expression of how cool I am. A quick flick through the song list will demonstrate that. An over representation of Manics tracks along with a smattering of Silent Hill tunes gives an idea of my musical tastes.

On the Blog Soundtrack page there are some little explanations of why I have included the track, key lyrics and what it means to me.

Music is a big part of my life (albeit not as much as when I was younger) so it’s only natural it would provide a mental soundtrack to make sense of it all or howl against the senselessness.

The Manics sing of loss, melancholia and rage in a way that resonates with me. The first songs I learned to play on guitar were Manics tracks.

Playing guitar can serve as catharsis or as a means of focusing on the technical aspect of learning a chord progression or riff.

Much as I may hate teen US dramas where the music is overbearing and problems are solved by staring into the distance, I lived the cliché of sitting in a room with my old geetar strumming melancholy chords and feeling sad.

I played the songs I had previously sung to the boys as lullabies when they were in the womb. One of the quirks of these songs was that they are all in a weird tuning so to play anything else required a level of faffage I couldn’t manage at the time.

It’s not all mournful ballads. Sometimes only the CHUNG CHUNG CHUNG of metal will do. Anything where the solo sounds like a nervous breakdown and every chord is tortured to an inch of its life.

Case in point being this number. To a non-German speaker it sounds like an invitation to a fight. The riff is horrible, the solo is horrible, the vocals terrifying and confrontational.

Here’s a translation

Preserve each other from heartache
because short is the time that you are together

Because even if you are united for many years one day they will seem like minutes to you

Heartache

Preserve each other from togetherness

Two birds, one stone!

It’s either that or a combination of the two. When Metallica drop the macho schtick there are some great songs of pain, anxiety and vulnerability.

Another example is The Unnamed Feeling capturing that claustrophobic sense of panic even when surrounded by people.

It’s not just Silent Hill that provides a cold hand of comfort. I agonised over using music from Final Fantasy for the funeral.

But it was the right choice. I can’t listen to it now or even think about it without welling up a little so entwined is it with my memory of kissing the tiny baskets that held our children goodbye.

Music has been a huge influence on how I deal with all the mess of emotions and pain of grief. I’d like to say that it was some deep and meaningful literature but I’ve found more long lasting comfort in E minor than in books.

My Random Musings

11 Comments Add yours

  1. I love Rammstein. Don’t speak German at all, and yes it usually sounds really angry but a friend translated one of their songs years ago and was telling me it was more of a love song. Maybe, however, it sounds really good to jam out to in the car.

    Music is everything to me, so I love reading about other people’s favorite songs or songs that speak to them at a particular point in their life. Thanks for sharing! #AnythingGoes

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    1. 18-7-2 says:

      Thanks for reading! Amongst the silly songs about petrol and bestiality there are some very poetic songs. Some based on folklore (Dalai Lama is a retlling of The Erl King) and retelling of fairy stories (Rosenrot, Hilf Mir, Spieluhr).

      Herzeleid.com has some excellent translations and explanations of the background and jokes in their songs.

      It’s also good to bellow along to and drum your hands raw in metal pubs too!

      Thanks again for reading and taking the time to post!

      #AnythingGoes

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  2. randommusings29 says:

    I love music and I often find songs that say what I want to say only much better. Love the Manic Street Preachers and I quite like Metallica too. Great list 🙂
    Thanks for linking up to #AnythingGoes
    Debbie

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    1. 18-7-2 says:

      Glad you liked the post! It is one of my unloved posts and a good excuse to post up Manics tunes.

      I have tickets for the 20th anniversary shows for Everything Must Go at the Royal Albert Hall!

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  3. I am loving your writing style! It is hard to describe but it is like you have pulled your words from deep inside my husband’s heart. I truly feel like I am reading his words that he does not share but with me! Thank you for being brave enough to share from a man’s perspective. Much love and respect. #stayclassy

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  4. Ah music is a big part of my life as well, we have different taste though! But it still does the same thing, allows the freedom to express ourselves. Actually just listening to Metallica Unnamed Feeling and liking it : ) “I cannot sleep in this down filled world” Thanks for linking up with #StayClassy!

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  5. Music is such a huge part of my life too. ive just started a new singing vlog series! There is a song for every mood isnt there? thanks for linking to #stayclassy

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